glad you decided to have your child they are the most wonderful well its hard times stay calm think, be smart in all decisions and remember that all that you do from now on is for your child
the torment will pass meanwhile be strong never forget God he is always with you this will make you a stronger person, independent,apriciative over all just better, and you will pass it to your child. they will also be a better people one day what ever you do dont listen to your abusive boyfriend or go back dont give in remember your kid. go to a church they will help you